hardship and relief

i don't have a stable income. i don't have a stable job, either. i don't have a great personal lifen i don't have a car. i failed to put my parents in the comfort zone. i didn't get the job that my father wanted me to be all this while. i didn't achieve my entire mission for this year and its August already. i'm such a failure. damn stressed out when people keep on comparing. comparing. COMPARING! i hate that word so much. as much as i hate bean sprouts in my char koeyteow. arghhhhh! i'm a loser. loser. LOSER. T.T

astagfirullah hal'azim farid. what had happen with you?!

"So verily, with the hardship, there's a relief, verily, with the hardship, there's a relief"

(As-Sharh 94 : 5-6)

hoih farid! why should you put so much pressure on yourself at the beginning when The Almighty already said that, there will be a relief once you've gone through the hardship? silly me! pfffft! with all of the difficulties that i've embraced, there will be a relief! it's a matter of time right? there will be a relief! the relief prepared by The Almighty! subhan Allah. still want to make yourself miserable because of you're over thinking? astagfirullah alazim. *slap my forehead*

be patient, stay strong and smile farid! i believe that my mr. relief is playing hide and seek with me and i will find him! so smile lah dear! you'll meet him! just be prepared! okay, now i can hardly wait T.T

(And your Lord said : Invoke Me [i.e believe in My Oneness] and ask Me for anything I will respon to your invocation")

(Ghafir 40 : 60)

subhan Allah. The Almighty will respond. not give, not deliver, but respond. so what am i waiting for, again? aiya, i kept on forgetting as if i have eaten 3kg of ants! hoho okay, let's pray and invoke. Allah is listening. Allah is watching. Allah Al-'Alim. He knows things that i do not know. how i felt so small right now. masha Allah. goose bumps in the sudden lah!

let's stay positive and smiles! whatever happened, it would all be according to Allah's master plan. hey, it's ramadhan now. so it's such a perfect month to seek for His forgiveness! don't be lazy sleepy head! remember, with the hardship, there's a relief!

happy fasting people! :)

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