KARMA

Although Islam views all human dramas as the will of Allah (God), the Koran states that the good or bad fortunes that befall man are the results of God's reactions to man's own actions as shown from part 28 (Surat Al-Qasas), part 3 (Surat Al-Imran), and part 30 (Surat Al-Ruum).^[47][48][49]

(sumber : wikipedia)

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Assalamualaikum y'all. May Allah bless each of you who read this entry. :)

Karma. In our words, it will goes like, "She used to treat people like that, that's why people treat her that way", "she rejected many people before that's why she doesn't have a boyfriend", "she never lend a help when we need'em, that's why nobody wants to help her", etc etc etc. yeah. typical.

but see, maybe some of us did that for a reason. a reason that somehow he/she couldn't delivered to anybody. a reason that lies beneath the action that we have to dig to actually know the truth. maybe someone will. maybe no one will. C'mon guys, think positive.

okay. let me tell you my pathetic secret. I never give a commitment in a relationship a.k.a I never coupled with anyone a.k.a I never have a companion a.k.a boyfriend. yeah. I know. Pathetic. It's not like no one never like me, or attempt to win my heart. It's just me. I don't feel like I want to have one. I don't want to fools anybody's feeling, not ready, sort of. And when I'm ready, and few attempts has been made, the results is negative.

people kept on saying, it's because of your bad action in your past. that's why you have no boyfriend. All of them end up becoming your friends. nice job. good job. yeah. I know. But for me, I don't think that way. It happens because that someone is not my destiny. If he is mine, Allah will show us the way. seriously. I admit, seeing my friends hiding behind the pillow while talking to the phone, climb the stair like a kingkong just to answer a call, smile widely after the long talk, and keep on telling about their dates over and over again, does make me think. when will I experience all of this? or will I experience all of this? Wau'llahuallam.

Frankly speaking, I don't think that bad stuffs happens because we did the same in the past, no, big no. It's resulting from our behavior. behavior towards the Almighty. How we forget Him when we are happy, how we forget to pray as He told us to, how we didn't miss Him as much as He misses us, how we disappointing the Almighty after all of the fortunes He gives. I felt so small. So sinful. So ungrateful. Forgive me Ya Allah.

We can't shuts people mouth. yeah. but we can ask to Him to open their heart to be a better person in the future and give us enough strength to face His challenge. See, I'm rejecting people for a reason. It's never been an easy decision. Whatever the reason is, only He knows.

Now, I'm hoping. Praying. Wishing. Remembering. Ya Allah, You let me feel the happiness that I never experience before. You gave me guts to let him look me eyes to eyes. You let me appreciate the beauty of Your creation. Ya Allah, I felt so bless. I am deeply ashamed to ask from You, Ya Allah. You gave me a lot, but I kept on forgetting. I'm such an ungrateful servant of Yours. Forgive me. But if he is my destiny, show us the way. Protect him along the way Ya Allah. Let him be my first and my last love. Thank you Ya Allah.

HARI ITU DIA KAHWIN

Hari itu hari Ahad. Aku bangun awal. Serika baju dan siapkan diri. Kemudian, tonton Spontan season 2 sebelum bertolak ke suatu tempat.

Dalam perjalanan, semua ceria. Gelak terkekeh-kekeh. Nyanyi girang dan sumbang. Riuh rendah. Dan sesat merata-rata. Sampai sahaja, aku berdebar. Mana tak nya, dah 11 tahun aku tak jumpa dia, kawan sekolah dulu, yang kahwin hari itu.

Seorang lelaki menjemput kami. Dia tanya, kawan Anis kah? Aku kata, ya kenapa? Dia kata ikut sini. Dijari dia aku lihat ada inai. Jadi aku tanya, nih husband dia? Dia senyum sipu lapar kaki dan menjawab ya. Jalan berlorong, lohong, lopong. Yang dapat aku dengar dalam perjalanan itu adalah bunyi tapak kaki dan bunyi perutku yang lapar tahap dewa. Sampai disana, dia jerit, PAYEDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!! lepas tu dia buat bunyi muah muah muah. aku senyum. lamanya tak jumpa.

Aku teman dia. aku sembang-sembang dengan dia. kemudian aku pergi makan. dia cakap tunggulah lama sikit, lama tak jumpa nih. jadi aku tunggu dia. dan merapu dengan dia. sekali-sekala. tak apa punya. hehe

kemudian, aku ikut mereka shoot. nih aku tampalkan sekali gambar yang aku sempat selinap masa kat sana. yay!

PS : Selamat Pengantin Baru Anis! Semoga kekal hingga akhir hayat. :)

IS DATING HARAM?

As I was reblogging like a boss at Tumblr, I came across this post. I think its interesting so I would like to share with you people! :)

SuperMuslims: Is Dating Haram?

supermuslims:

Let me start by explaining that the word “haram” means forbidden. For something to be forbidden, it has to be either stated clearly in the Qur’an or by Prophet Mohamed (PBUH.) However, that does not mean that it is not wrong. Anything could be either wrong or right. It depends on the way you use it. Is watching television haram? It wasn’t stated in the Qur’an, so does that mean that it is ok no matter how inappropriate the content is? Of course not. It depends on how you use (or abuse it.) If you watch inappropriate stuff which is infact haram, then yes it is. Music, television, and the internet are all means of leading you to haram. But is it not infact haram.

Do you understand that part?

Islam encourages Muslims to marry persons for whom they have special feelings and are comfortable with. Thus, Islam recommends that potential marriage partners see one another before proposing marriage. Explaining the reason for such a recommendation, Prophet Muhammad (PBUH) said: “That would enhance/foster the bonding.”

However the prospective couple shall not meet in private, this might lead to extremely unwanted situations, as Prophet Muhammad (PBUH) said: “Whenever a man is alone with a woman, Satan is the third among them?” (Reported by At-Tirmidhi).

At all times, Muslims should follow the commands of the Qur’an “Tell the believing men to lower their gaze (from looking at forbidden things), and protect their private parts (from illegal sexual acts, etc.). That is purer for them.”

In conclusion, Islam lays its social structure on the basis of a permanent relationship between a man and a woman in the form of a family.

Consequently, to preserve this marital relationship, it forbids all forms of temporary relationships between a man and a woman. Pre-marital relationships in Islam are not considered respectful for neither the man nor the woman, nor is it constructive for the concept or the building the family or the Islamic society.

Anything that I may have said that is correct, is from Allah (SWT) and all praise and glory is for Him and for Him alone. Anything that I may have said that is in error, is mine and I pray for forgiveness and to be led to the truth. InshaAllah!

TOLONGLAH KAN

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LET ME GET WHAT I WANT by THE SMITH

Good times for a change
See, the luck I've had
Can make a good man turn bad

So please please please
Let me, let me, let me
Let me get what I want this time

Haven't had a dream in a long time
See, the life I've had
Can make a good man bad

So for once in my life
Let me get what I want
Allah knows it would be the first time
(last tu aku dah tukaq. hehe)

Boleh tak? tak besar pun. kecik ja. Boleh la kan, boleh please? :)

PERFECT ZERO

I'm not perfect as His servant.

I'm not perfect as a daughter.

I'm not perfect as a sister.

I'm not perfect as an aunt.

I'm not perfect as a niece.

I'm not perfect as a grand daughter.

I'm not perfect as a friend.

I'm not perfect as a girl.

I'M SORRY. I'M SORRY. I'M SORRY.

I'm not perfect. I'm not perfect. I'm not perfect.

I'M SORRY I CAN'T BE PERFECT.

GELENYOR BENOR

ATTENTION !

Please read this entry in your most "gelenyor" voice evah!

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I'm like the most like diehard fan of Harry Potter, you know.

He is like so so so genius and cute with the scar on his forehead.

OMG like he is cute okay? I felt like I want to chew him sometimes!

haha haha haha haha haha (snuff snuff snuff)

okay. howevah, I think I'm so into Voldermort, although he doesn't have a nose.

Like he had a hole but no nose, like, ya know?!!!!!

by the way, I heard that he has been appointed as the Loreal's spokeperson.

And I'm like, OMG, what product shall he used?!?!!

He is like, ya know, got no hair, nose, and got a very deeply pale skin like?

OMG!! this is great!

PS : aku baru sudah tengok Paris Hilton punya cerita. So aku cuba act like a bimbo. tengok jadi cemana. haha haha haha okay. rasa macam nak tekap serika panas dekat muka T.T

ABDUL SI KUCING HITAM PUTIH BERTOPI BELANG BUKAN HIDUNG BELANG

Abdul, si kucing hitam putih bertopi belang-belang, gemar buat begini tatkala tidak diberi makan chicken chop sebaliknya diberi makan Whiskas perisa Ocean fish. T.T