Kalaulah...

Kalaulah kan...kalaulah...

1] kakak aku 2 adik aku, kan best. boleh aku buli dia mcm dia buli aku!hahahaha

2]aku boleh jadi defense mcm Sergio Ramos, aku xbagi chance aih kt sapa2 pon yg nk take advantage kt aku..huhhh

3] aku boleh jadi iron-Man, aku nk blasah Yahudi lahanat 2 pastu rejam dgn batu bata!haa

4] pinjaman ptptn 2 xpayah bayaq, kan heaven namanya.haihhhh

5] aku nih Perdana Menteri, aku declare cuti setiap ari Jumaat, Sabtu ngan Ahad.haha

6] aku nih Bos, ari2 keja half day!miahahaha

7] aku referee masa Spain vs Holland ritu, aku bagi kad merah kt De Jong pasai dia sepak dada Xabi Alonso!haihhhh

8] aku nih coach Spain, aku nk tampaq pala Pedro sbb dia ska buat jogha xmo passing konon nk shot soghang2.grrr...

9] aku nk ganti tempat Adif masa kna langgaq ritu..biaq aku yg kna.bkn dia.sob..sob..

10] aku berani, aku nk ckp ja kt "budak tu", weh aku suka kt ang la bongokkkk!!T__T

kalaulah kan.. kalau..kalau... babi pon boleh terbang kalau dok kalau selalu. hahahaha <---ayat member yg terpatri dihati sejenak.haha>

wondermilk..wonderland..wonderwall !

My all time favourite. I used to play this song before but now I seems to forget the chords. haha A friend of mine in Facebook reminds me about this evergreen song. Thanks you to mr-you-know-who-you-are!

Thoughts of CONFUSE

"I'm tired
But I keep on walking

I'm sleepy
But I can't sleep

I'm crying
But I'm still smilling

I'm starving
But I'm not hungry

I'm lonely
But I'm happy "

Note : Minutes before I sleep.
Surviving in the Emotional Battle.
Urghhh..hormones!

Thoughts of SMILE

A smile won't hurt your FACE
A smile won't kill your NERVES
A smile won't make you UGLY
A smile won't harm YOURSELF!
A smile will keep you HAPPY
So, S.M.I.L.E !! :D

Note : I wrote it when I was in the LRT. haha

S O M E

Sometimes..some things are better left unsaid..
Somehow..it gives the pain when we kept it to ourself..
Some more..it left us with a thousand kind of feeling..
Someone told me not to bothers about others..
But somehow it gaves me pain..

I cannot pretend that I'm okay anymore..
I can't stand it when people keep stressing me..
pushing me..stand on me..and talk bad stuff about me!
I can't stand it when i've been treated bad..
While i'm trying my best to make others happy..

I don't want to potray a smile even though i'm in a pain!
I don't want to pretend i am fine while i am not!
I don't want to stood still when others step on me!

I'm sick of being so left out..
I'm sick of you people who kept on taking advantage..

you people who always look down on others..
you people who think you've got the world on your fingertips..
you people who always think that you are the great..
you people who always wanted to be looked perfect!

For once,i would like to say..
"YOU GUYS" SUCKKKKKKKKKKKK!!
Big time.

Note : Written so long ago in my journals.

Thoughts of Mama

She went through...

9 months of carrying
9 hours of suffering
4 hours of sleeping
24 hours of concerning

Whole morning cooking
Whole day of caring
24 years of struggling

Mama, I'm sorry for...

All of my wrongdoing
All of my tantrums
All of my sins
All of my voice raising
All of my failure

I'M SORRY MAMA...

Note : The unreleased thought that I wish to say to my mum.
But due to the egoism that's in me, I kept it to myself.
Now, we kept it together.

Writing to typing

Salam..hye .thanks for reading my blog. At 1st, I never thought that I will do the blogging things as I’m having kind of like this phobic feeling towards the web thingy. You know, people will know what you are doing and it’s a perfect source for the “stalker” to do the stalking things.huhuhu I usually write and practically, it does not work either because my personal journal are also being “ambush” by the curiosity of the humanism.

I guess when we are being so secrecy, it welcoming other to find out what actually we are hiding from. So from writing, I’ve move on to blogging. I’m not really sure that anybody will read my blog actually. Hahaha let it be. Huu..so the other thing that I don’t like about blogging is that we have to stare at the cute lappy face and it causes the clouds on my eyes! It’s not the real cloud which is in the sky I mean the “cloud” that blurred your eyes for few seconds. That "cloud".haha

I am avid to writing since I was a kid. For me, it’s the perfect medium to express my feeling. I still remember that I always wrote all of this hatred over my sisters in my diaries and hoping that my mother will read and bring the justice to me. Unfortunately, my sisters got it first. Hahahaha but that was when I was way younger than now. Hehe how funny.

Well, that’s about it I guess, for the 1st “real” blog.hehehe sorry for the silly introduction.hahaha till then, mata ne!
papaiyo!~